As I get older, I feel like I’m getting more and more reckless with confidence and reassurance. My confidence isn’t as up to par as I would like it to be. I second guess everything and question for answers that are clearly right in front of me. Being unsure is not even attractive. Reassurance is at an all time low so far and it makes me sick that I need it so much more often.

I lack the naive and openness that I had in my teens. Breaking the rules for the lack of love for authority. Really “living by the moment.”